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Worthy of pride?

It has been 32 days since I’ve taken a drink. It’s been that long since I got a positive pregnancy test. I want to be proud of myself. I want to feel complete, or accomplished, or any sort of positive thing about it…but I don’t. It doesn’t feel earned. It doesn’t feel like anything worthy …

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Is it possible to learn to be vulnerable?

I think I’ve come to the conclusion that therapy is just something I’m probably never going to understand. It went…well? Last night? I think? I mean, it seemed like it did…but lately, it’s been so confusing and complicated and just…I don’t know. It seems like up until the last month, everything about therapy and her …

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Dear rapist, haven’t you taken enough from me?

I had honestly hoped, as shitty as the situation was, that things could eventually become.. better. I thought things could…possibly one day resemble some sort of normalcy. Although I knew I might never forgive you, I tried to convince myself that maybe I could try. Because regardless of the shit that you did to me …

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We all fall down sometimes

You, me, your friends, your family…that one person who you think is so epically flawless and put together….Every single one of us struggle. Yes, some more than others, but at times, all of us. No one is immune to it. No one skates through this life without collecting their own set of scars and cuts …

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Innocence

This morning, I asked my 5 year old son “what would you do if you could plan a perfect day?” He smiled, not really sure why I was asking him, and threw the question back at me. “Hmm, well, I don’t know. What do you think?“ I told him I didn’t know. That he would …

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