This morning did not have the start to it that I hoped it would. My husband and I got in the same stupid fight that we do nearly every morning, and it’s just so unnecessary and avoidable. Is it a big deal? No. It really isn’t. But it pisses me off that we do this …
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Let me be frank. Shit got Weird Saturday night. And not in a good way. As some of you might know, there have been a few times over the past couple of months that I have been sexually assaulted, with the worst offense being (raped but I really hate that word so I would really …
Today has been a weird day. I had 2 hour therapy (for me) this morning, which went well, or at least I think it did. But ever since then, I’ve had this heavy and lingering feeling of anxiety. I don’t know what caused it, and I don’t know why I feel so bad…but I just …
Today was relatively okay…until it really just wasn’t. It very quickly turned from a typical, average Sunday, to an “oh shit, what is happening in my life right now and how do I make it stop” kind of day. I’ll spare you of the details, but honestly it feels like thats more to my benefit …
Have you ever wondered what a random snapshot of your day would look like to an onlooker? How would you feel if someone was granted access to a very short, but random part of your day? Something like that happened to me today. My doctors office called me, but I missed the call because I …
Sometimes I miss him so much. I don’t know how it’s possible to miss someone who sleeps 6 inches away from me, but sometimes I am just really missing that deep emotional connection. Nothing is “wrong”, our relationship is more or less solid, but I just feel so alone sometimes. We can be together…but not …
It’s not a secret that I’m struggling. I feel completely alone and vulnerable and just crappy. Last night was rough. My husband had anxieties that I could feel, but he didn’t communicate them with me until after I was already affected by it. He later did, but the fact that he lied about it in …