feelings

Self medicating sucks. Until it doesn’t. And then it does again.

Today was a rough day. That’s okay, that happens sometimes. My body has not been feeling its best self physically, my emotions are all over the place… It’s just been rough. In more ways than one. It’s nights like these, where I’m feeling a little bit extra fragile, that I need to…..be careful of. I’m …

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Cold.

I’m never cold. Right now, it’s incredibly hot out, with a real feel of 110°f or higher just about every day. I’m intolerant of the heat, it makes me sick and pass out, and I hate it. But I’m laying in bad after a long and lonely night. A night, admittedly, made significantly better by …

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Why am I sad?

Does this happen to anyone else? I could be sitting there, attempting to drown out the noise from the universe around me…trying to convince myself that I’m fine. That everything is fine. But then randomly, my face betrays me and starts leaking. (Damn allergies.) I’m just in the middle of watching a show, drinking my …

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