The Dark Days

Better days

They’re ahead of us, they say. Better days are ahead of us. But what if they’re not? What if they’re behind us? What if the better days really are behind us? Behind me? Hopeless. Is that what that means? I’m climbing the never ending staircase. I’m trying to get up the impossibly steep mountain I’m […]

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Lowest of lows

I don’t have depression right now…I am depression. That’s how it feels. Like, this isn’t something that I have. Or that I’m currently feeling. It’s just what I am. I am blah. And dead inside. I have nothing to me anymore. No emotions. No good ones anyway. There’s nothing that sparks joy. Eating makes me

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