And Baby Makes….?

Not a “real” 6 months…but one day it could be.

Last night, I got a notification on my phone that notified me of a “milestone” I had reached…being 6 months sober. I immediately brushed it off and swiped away the notification, as I have done with others like it in the past, and moved on. But something about it bothered me. Normally, 6 months would …

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Bring it on, Monday.

Another day, another doctor. This one is the “big” one…maternal fetal medicine (my high risk OB), which I’ll have every few weeks until baby boy is here. At this point, we’re carefully monitoring his growth, along with my physical condition, to make sure we don’t need to deliver early. I know at my last appointment …

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Displaced anger

As a stay at home mom, and really…just as a person in general, it can be hard to know what exactly it is that I’m angry or frustrated about all the time. Am I really angry that the 3 year old isn’t listening, or is this about something else? Is it really the dog that’s …

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The beast doesn’t sleep forever

It’s Sunday night, and for what seems like no reason at all, I’m sitting here suffering through relentless anxiety. There’s really no good reason for it. It was a good weekend, my husband was actually in a good mood (as opposed to feeling stressed and overwhelmed at times) and didn’t make me feel anything less …

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