Tonight is hard. Today was hard. The last 2 weeks have been hard. Tonight might be the hardest. My husband and I got really bad news today. While multiple states and hours apart physically, we both got absolutely devastating news. I’m trying to lift him up. He’s trying to….idk. He feels badly. And wants desperately …
Well, my husband has been gone for a while now. For honestly, what feels like forever. (He’s taking care of his dad who has been in a serious health decline.) I guess I’m feeling particularly lonely tonight. And it isn’t even 9pm yet! Last night I joked that after 9pm, my life basically just becomes …
I guess I’m feeling particularly lonely tonight, so I thought I’d share my most random, adhd, late night thoughts with you all. (Because I know you all care so much, right?) – After 9pm, my entire life just becomes one big ama! (Ask me anything). Seriously. All walls drop, and I just get very comfortable …
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Things are….not necessarily better. But I’m…managing. ……? (I think?) My husband is still gone. And likely will be for quite some time. For reference, he sent me a text this afternoons that said “you’re not the only one wiping butts!” I responded by sending him a cute picture of our baby, who just so happened …
I had an epically bad night last night. I started crying on the way home from therapy, and it got worse and and worse as the night went on. I literally could not calm down. And this morning, my eyes are still incredibly puffy and anyone who looks at me can obviously tell what kind …
I have had a bad few days. A really, incredibly, fucked up few days. I thought therapy would go well tonight, and honestly, if I had kept my fucking mouth shut, it would have. It would’ve been fine. But I tried to open up. And every single fucking time I do that, when shit gets …
My best friend saved my life last night. I’m sure that sounds dramatic. I’m sure that sounds extra. But I assure you, it’s really not. I wasn’t in danger from myself. I’m doing just fine. My emotions and my…all of that…is truly doing just fine. But at some point last night…I started to feel unsafe. …
Whew. Life sure has been a whirlwind lately. I got home from my trip Saturday evening. By Monday, we got the news that my husbands dad, who has been battling cancer for a while, was not doing well. By Tuesday we were booking flights, and by Thursday, he left. My husband flew out yesterday to …
I’m never cold. Right now, it’s incredibly hot out, with a real feel of 110°f or higher just about every day. I’m intolerant of the heat, it makes me sick and pass out, and I hate it. But I’m laying in bad after a long and lonely night. A night, admittedly, made significantly better by …
Life got real heavy, real fast. Things went from 0 to 100 before I even knew what hit me. Life, death, and all of it in between. All I want to do is open up and be real…talk about the shit that means the most, the things that are the most important. But opening up …