The (Not So) Sober Diaries

An unedited truth

Do you ever spend your nights getting blackout drunk while simultaneously googling things like “recovery coaches” or “AA meetings in your area”? No? Just me? Okay, well shit. Maybe that means that I’m making progress. Or maybe it means that I’m regressing. Honestly, who the fuck knows. Here’s a little behind the scenes info for …

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Sometimes I feel like screaming

Sometimes, I simply just want to scream. That’s how I feel after leaving a stressful therapy session last night. I feel like I fucked it up, I feel like things I said were left untouched, ignored or not explored. I’m feeling frustrated and…simply like a failure. I can tell when my therapist is frustrated with …

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A rough night that may lead to progress.

Last night was rough for a few reasons, but honestly, maybe it’s for the best. I have therapy tonight, and sometimes, having therapy right after a bad night leads to a really productive session. If there’s nothing else that comes from a bad night, I guess some forward progress because of it isn’t a bad …

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Thankful for friends in the lonely cycle of addiction

I had a post ready to go for this morning, but then my friend Danielle over at TheDailyAddict wrote a post with me in mind. It’s called For Alana, and it made me feel a little less alone. So I’m going to share her words here this morning instead. I’m grateful for her, her blog, …

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