ptsd

Another “oh, therapy” post…but it’s not what you think.

Oh, therapy. You guys aren’t sick of hearing me talk about that yet, are you? 🙃 So…how did it go last night? Is what I’m sure you’re all wondering. Well, truthfully, so am I. I might be totally off base here, but I think, it’s possible, that it might have gone well. Or at least…it …

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When “I love you” turns into “I need you”

There are 2 very opposing sides of me. The colder, more distant and avoidant version…and the more needy, clingy, very, very broken version of me. These 2 different versions of me could not be more opposing. They are both very broken, but I guess they are different kinds of broken. The version of myself that …

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Abandoned.

I don’t have the words to express how I’m feeling right now, and honestly I feel like I’m wrong for even feeling them. I just got home from therapy, and, as you may or may not know, that’s been tumultuous lately. She’s moving me from twice a week to once a week. I’m going to …

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