depression

When “I love you” turns into “I need you”

There are 2 very opposing sides of me. The colder, more distant and avoidant version…and the more needy, clingy, very, very broken version of me. These 2 different versions of me could not be more opposing. They are both very broken, but I guess they are different kinds of broken. The version of myself that …

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Abandoned.

I don’t have the words to express how I’m feeling right now, and honestly I feel like I’m wrong for even feeling them. I just got home from therapy, and, as you may or may not know, that’s been tumultuous lately. She’s moving me from twice a week to once a week. I’m going to …

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When strength is the only choice you have

Right now, we are on our way to the childrens hospital 2 hours from us where both of my children are regularly seen. They have their “big”appointment today, neuromuscular. This is the doctor who diagnosed all of us and has been sort of the leader in their care. She’s the top neuromuscular doctor in the …

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