All in all, my week has not been awful. I made some big plans and some big changes. Most of them I’m excited about.
However, all of that may change today, and I’m not entirely sure why.
I’ve been told and warned that today is going to be a bad day for me. If I had to guess, I’d say today is going to be my last day of therapy.
All of the information and signs we are seeing is strongly indicating that. My husband and I agree that that’s the scenario, given the information that we have, that makes the most sense.
I can’t predict the future. I don’t know for sure. And it’s almost equally likely that it’s one of the other scenarios we originally thought it was.
Whatever happens tonight, it is what it is.
I can’t change anything. I can’t change people. I’m responsible for my own choices and my own reactions.
I feel a lot better than I was feeling last week. Like I said, I made some changes and did things a little differently. I was excited to move on and leave the last few weeks in the past.
And I still will.
Tonight will be bad. This I’m sure of. Why exactly is less clear, just that it will be bad.
But I’ll figure it out.
I always do.
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