November 17, 2021

Numb…but not.

1 Comment / I miss you always, but today I missed you extra / By Alana / November 17, 2021

He asks me what I want, but I don’t want anything. He wants me to tell him what would make me happy, but I don’t know what that is. I just don’t care anymore. I can feel his love tonight. He even came home an hour early to give me somewhat of a break. He …

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I didn’t mean to ruin it

2 Comments / I miss you always, but today I missed you extra / By Alana / November 17, 2021

I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to write about it, and I don’t want to think about it. But I guess I’m going to have to. Last night was awful. I’m a pretty private person. I don’t share my struggles or emotions (other than writing or blogging about it here). But …

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