Today was a bad day.
One of the worst.
I don’t know how to talk about it, I don’t know if I have the energy to.
But today was disgusting.
Tonight doesn’t feel much better.
And I doubt tomorrow holds much promise either.
I’m so hurt. And broken. And sad.
Just…so fucking sad.
I can’t breathe because I’m holding the tears back so strongly.
I’ll talk about it more. I’ll get into it more.
But for tonight?
The tears are flowing freely.
I’m hoping that the tears don’t turn into blood…and that that doesn’t flow quite so freely.
It’s grief. Grief is the issue here. So many forms of it. But…grief is at the forefront.
And it absolutely fucking sucks.
🫂
🫂I’m so sorry.