Yesterday, I gave myself the seemingly very impossible task of completing the 60 pages of paperwork that was sent to me by the NIH to complete. Well, I did it. I buckled down and focused, and I did all 60 pages of it. I kicked my husband and kids out so I could focus, and …
Last night before bed, I boldly proclaimed to my husband that I’m not doing a single thing until the 60 pages worth of paper work that was sent to me is completely filled out and sent off. 2 weeks ago, I got a call and was told that our family was officially accepted by the …
I don’t think I’ve ever gone more than 2 days without writing…so I figured I’d force myself to sit down right now and do it. It’s been a chaotic week. At no point, has it gotten any easier. I feel like I’m at my breaking point. I spent most of today in appointments and doctors …
Oh, Sunday night. Here we are again. Another week, another anxious feeling. Monday looming in the not so distant future. This week will be a tough one, I won’t lie. Everyone home, a holiday week, an alternate schedule. The need to write is urgent and immediate…like, if I don’t get it out, I won’t feel …
It’s been a rough 24 hours. And the later it gets into the night, the more I’m allowing myself to feel it. I was actually in the middle of writing my tomorrow post. A little behind the scenes for you, I like to have my posts for the day done by 8:30am at the latest. …
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“She’s insane!!!!!” I say very loudly and very matter of factly as I leave therapy late last night. But …who am I referring to? My therapist?!?!? Surely not. SURELY, she isn’t insane. Otherwise, why would I spend at least 2 hours a week talking to her, trying to overcome life’s biggest obstacles and challenges? Of …
My husband and I are FAR from perfect. Just the other night, for instance, we got into a rather huge (or so it felt to me) …not argument…just more of an …uncomfortable experience…..where we were both uncomfortable talking about the health and future of our 12 month old son. I met my husband almost 9 …
If you’ve ever lived a life of chaos…of noise and people and more noise and just LITERALLY complete and utter chaos…you might feel like I do, and be hesitant to welcome people into your home. Well, a few days ago, I received this email from my kids therapist. So…a therapist I’ve known for a relatively …
I’ve never been happier to see a Monday than I am today. For some reason, it’s just felt like Monday couldn’t come fast enough this week. Monday night is my therapy night, and sometimes it just really feels like that’s all I have. Like it’s the only thing that gets me through the week. I’ve …
Dear my introvert self, I know you’re hurting. I know you feel unseen. Unheard. Ignored. These past few weeks have been chaos, long, and with so, so much forced interaction. With both familiar faces…and brand new. Most good, but all draining. Your weekends, once your safe space, your time of recharge, and the reset you …