I have to see you tomorrow. For the first time since it happened. I didn’t think it would fuck me up this badly. I didn’t think I’d care. I didn’t think it was a big deal. But the contemplation of the lighter in my hand says otherwise. The pull of this bottle of vodka speaks …
No matter how much I want to, I’ll never be able to speak the words that my head is screaming. I’ll always be a disappointment. Burdened to carry the weight of the world myself. I need to get this away from me. I need to share the weight of it. This is crushing me, and …
Today begins a new journey that I’m not sure I’m ready for, not sure I ever will be ready for. By now, I’m sure you’ve learned a few things about me. I have a significant amount of trauma and unresolved pain in my life. My childhood wasn’t a walk in the park, I’ve been in …