I wonder if anyone knows what it feels like to hate themselves as much as I do. I wonder if anyone knows what it’s like to want to die, about as much as I do right now. To want to give in…give up. I wonder if it’s “normal” to feel as much as I do, …
Ohhh boy. The Monday morning, beginning of the week panic begins again. I don’t feel ready for the week, I don’t feel strong enough to handle all that is coming my way, and the anxiety has hit very hard. Maybe I should back up. We got home last night after the kids were already in …