Don’t you love the mornings that you have packed with back to back doctor appointments?
Atlas has his 4 month checkup this first thing this morning, and then right after that, I have to run home, put him to sleep, and get my oldest son so he can come with me to see my therapist, while my parents stay with my other 2.
This is coming at a great time, because honestly, last night was pretty awful.
I’m nervous about how it will go, but I also hope it’s the start of thing’s possible changing for the better. I don’t like admitting that I need help, especially when it comes to my kids. But I think I’m at the point where it’s clear that I need to do something different.
Hopefully everything runs on time, because even if everything goes perfectly, I’ll only have 30 minutes to get everything done once I get home with the baby and when I need to leave again.
I really don’t know what I’m hoping for today. Do I hope my son shows up and is sweet and kind and well behaved? Or would it be better if he was acting in his more challenging way, so she sees exactly what I’m dealing with and can better offer suggestions?
Ugh, I don’t know. I’m just feeling really nervous, but also a little desperate.
Well, I’m still waiting at the doctor and it looks like I’m not going to get out of here on time. Great, I’m not stressed at all. 😬
Ok, I’m getting a little worked up, so I need to stop thinking now. Hopefully everything goes the way it’s supposed to today.