The old me is making a strong push to become the new me, once again. I don’t know how I feel about it. Well, that’s not true. I do know how I feel about it. But I feel very differently about it, depending on what time of day I were to ask myself. I recognize […]
While a good, solid music appreciation post is nothing new to this blog, what you might find different about this post is the genre. A far cry from our typical rap/hip hop…we’re going country today. When I first moved to Texas 11 years ago, there were only 2 radio stations I found that came in
Well, we’re all finally home. No hospitals, no doctors, no school (because it’s the weekend), and to top it all off – we celebrated Easter! Usually, we don’t celebrate Easter on the traditional Easter date, but we celebrate Greek, or Orthodox, Easter. It’s usually on a different week, either before or after “regular” Easter (it
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It has been a journey. A long, and at times impossible one. But I’m here. I’m feeling better physically, but as far as my mental health as it pertains to literal brain chemistry? Yeah. I’m still on the struggle bus. Alcohol was the dopamine that fueled my body. I do not have an ounce of
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My depression right now currently does not care about me. Not about what I need, not about what I want, and not about how I feel. It doesn’t care if I isolate myself to the point of not existing anymore. It doesn’t care if the pain inside of my head and my hurt make me
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This week has been a massive variation of highs and lows, and I can honestly say I’m just so glad that it’s finally Saturday. And that I can’t wait for therapy on Tuesday. Overall, I’m feeling pretty okay this morning. I have the entire house to myself for a least a good few hours, and
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I have so much racing through my mind and my heart. So much that I’m feeling, thinking…hoping for and afraid of. I feel so much. Yet, I don’t feel like I have any words. It happens occasionally, more often than I’d like…maybe twice a year or so. But I get this feeling. Like…I’m so broken.
Let’s talk about the Super Bowl. Actually, let’s take that back. Let’s talk about Kendrick. (Before we really even get into it with the meanings and the symbolism, I’m gonna let you enjoy this moment. One of my MANY favorite moments from last night. His song Peekaboo. And oh…my god. How he popped up into
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Dear the most honest version of me, Hello there, a version of myself that I don’t yet quite recognize. I have to wonder…have we ever met yet? Are you a version of me that I’ve seen before? That I’ve met and lost along the way…? Or have I simply yet to ever encounter you yet?
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If there’s one thing I’m sure of in life, it’s that our life in particular will just never be boring. It’s always going to be something, and all we can do is buckle up and prepare for whatever comes next. This week starts off with a Monday, much like all the other ones do. But
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