Strength. What is is? Where does it come from? How can I find some? Tomorrow, I have therapy. And I’ll have to somehow find the strength to talk about the most impossible topic. I haven’t written about it yet, for some pretty obvious reasons…..but I will soon. This is one of the rare things that …

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Hello, Sadness

Hey there, sadness. Today you win. I guess I have to recognize that. I’ll call you what you are instead of pretending you don’t exist. I won’t call you anger or anything else when I know that isn’t really true. It’s hard to keep up with you sometimes, sadness. You put some pretty big demands …

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War of voices

Tonight is an absolute shit show, where I’m sure I’ve made mistakes. All I want to do is give up. All I want to do is listen to the demons and the voices in my head telling my my life isn’t worth it. That all I cause is pain and burden and problems. That voice …

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