Therapy

Wagon? What wagon?

Off the wagon: to be drinking alcohol again after a period of abstinence. If an alcoholic could ever drink “responsibly” (which they can’t), I’m sure it would look a lot like this. A lot like what I’m doing now. Drinking in “reasonable” amounts, only at night, and not harming anyone. Well, at least no one …

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Desperation? Or beauty in the pain?

Do you ever feel just so completely desperate? Desperate to feel better, to feel differently…to feel anything? That’s how I feel right now. Just…so, so desperate. My feelings are not cooperating with me. I’m existing in a space that feels quite difficult to occupy. My mind and my body don’t want to exist, while my …

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Some days just suck.

Sometimes, I feel like the world is out to get me sometimes. But I also know that I’m like…this fucking small, and the universe doesn’t actually give a shit about me. Still, some days are hard. Today was hard as shit. I didn’t feel good physically, nothing went well at all, and I completely collapsed …

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A run down day

Therapy Tuesdays have officially turned into therapy Mondays. I don’t love the change schedule wise…it makes my Monday nights much more rushed do to the kids therapy schedule, but other than that, it went well. Just because of how the schedule works out, I won’t have therapy next week. And that honestly stresses me out …

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A day too late

Hey, I’m just checking in. I’m one of those annoying people that notices and cares when I think something might be up, so I just wanted to let you know that I’m here if you need me at all or need to talk. Hope you’re doing okay. ❤️ That was the exact message that I …

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