That’s it. That’s all I have to say for now.
Life is freaking hard. And it’s painful. And it’s often times confusing as hell to navigate.
I often have no idea what I’m doing. Because this crap is hard.
I often question whether or not it’s supposed to be this difficult, but that really doesn’t matter. It is what it is. And what it is, is often unbearable.
It’s hard. It’s confusing. It’s conflicting and confusing and more often than not…doesn’t make any damn sense.
I don’t know. Tonight is hard. I don’t have any more eloquent words than that.
I know he loves me.
I just wish I could feel loved.
Today was a lot. It honestly was. Tomorrow will be difficult…and I guess that’s okay.
I just wish there was a freaking break from the difficult, even just sometimes.