Waking up this morning felt like I left the parts of myself required to be a functioning adult in yesterday. As soon as I woke up, I felt…off. Legitimately like I’m lacking something. A serious lacking of spoons? Depression? The burden of a long as hell week catching up with me? All of the above […]
More than I have to give Read More »
Tonight has been one trigger after another, after another. It doesn’t matter what the fuck the cause was. Or the result, or the aftermath. Or even the aftermath of the aftermath. Because it was all wrong. And it was all fucked up. Be it the events of the week (my appointment with my neuromuscular doc
Here way are, on the 3rd day of a brand new year. A year which, according to THE DIME I got in my piece of New Years cake I got, should be my luckiest year yet. (And if you don’t know what I’m talking about, second half of this post from last year describes the
…in with the good? Read More »
It’s no secret that this week has been a little bit of a tough one. In fact, I’d go so far as to say it was definitely my worst week in quite some time. The past few nights have been a little bit messy, not as relaxed or stress free as I’d have liked, and
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I’m honestly lost for words right now. My post is 13 hours later than it should be. Than I’d like it to be. All I can think about are song lyrics. Specifically the ones blasted at egregious volumes last night on my drive home from therapy. Which, if you’re wondering, did not go well. I
Doing your best while you die inside… Read More »
Me – hey guys, I’m feeling pretty down and vulnerable lately. I’ve taken a lot of hits, and my depression seems to be really big right now. What would really help to make it feel smaller is a lot of love and support. A pat on the head. Maybe a hug. Or possibly some coffee
Me vs. the Universe Read More »
Quite simply put, this weekend has been a bit brutal. It’s been nothing short of….tumultuous and ups and downs and fear and anxiety and panic and frustrations and laughter and allowing myself to be loved and forgiveness and tears and blood and alcohol and everything in the middle and nothing left out. We’re emotionally fragile,
Tumultuous, but each week starts anew. Read More »
It has been one fire after another these past few days. And it’s taken every ounce of strength I have to get through it. But I’m here. I’m breathing. I’m surviving. Monday night was therapy. But Sunday, as you may know, was an absolute complete shit show. I didn’t want to go to therapy, not
Here, breathing, surviving. Read More »
Effective communication drastically reduces the occurrence of being surprised and confused by another persons actions. That’s the situation I found myself in last night. My husband and I drove to therapy together, as we have been since being down to only one car. Both of our therapists are in the same office complex, so he’ll
Nothing and everything Read More »
“I’m going to say something shitty to you now, and I apologize for that” *Takes half a second….realizes that it’s not worth it…I don’t need to say something that would hurt him.* Oh boy. Do you ever have those moments…where you know EXACTLY just what to say, just what feels so fucking correct and accurate……but
Rolling with the punches…kind of Read More »
